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Self produced first release. 2016


released October 3, 2016

Stephanie Marlow



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FALCIFER Adelaide, Australia

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Track Name: 004
To have your whole life shattered
To have your whole life fucked
Help me, I can't stand it please, help me
I'm broken
I’m unwanted
I have failed this life
I've failed myself
To have your world torn apart

To have your whole world shattered
To have your whole life fucked
So bring your life
I’ll bring a bag
Track Name: Straight//Faced
I'm at a point in my life
Where I'm not getting better
This pressure, these feelings
Are controlling me

Somebody help me, I'm just fucking empty
Who has nothing else to carry, else to prove, else to give
I swear it's not in my head

In the fucking end
I'm hung up by this rope pulled up by faded hope

Death has guided me to this door as it's done once before
I have fought my way through life, we all die alone
When the time comes, sticks and stones will break my bones

Break my bones

Yet, I still die alone everything was clear to me
Death is watching over me
I try to fight it out
This mind won't let me be
Hung up by this misery
Track Name: Washed//Up
This place is so messed up, pathetic and washed up
The worst part of all is that I can't get out
Let me out before I throw all my second chances

I keep telling myself
I am the worst mistake that's been made
I'll keep telling myself that I'm okay

I feel sick, help me please
Try one day being me
These feelings are eating me inside
This is never who I wanted to be
The one you call bittersweet

Watching, watching the world burn
When will you learn that we all die in the end?
Pretend, pretend that I can make this
How did I end up in this mess?
In this mess
I'm not who I used to be, help me
Track Name: Senseless
This place is haunting me where my thoughts are my enemies
Mindless through thick and thin
Where do I even begin?
Hear me scream, hear me cry
All I ever wanted was to die
My thoughts they torture me
Emotions never ending, bottled up inside

Tell me who I meant to be
All I wanted was to belong
To be broken and let these scars show is harder than letting go
I've searched for years to justify why I'm here

All I hear is death’s call
Mocking me as the clock hands fall
Take it, take it all so there is nothing left

Mindless through thick and thin
Where do I even begin?
Show me if it's time to stay or to die

Help me

You have every right to be disappointed and I have every right to die
Track Name: Second//Death
I'm living in hell these broken bones is all I feel
I'm just fucking useless, pathetic and worthless
What have I done to deserve this?
I'm not getting better I can't take this

These demons in my head telling me that I'll be better fucking dead
These demons in my head; telling me that I'm dead

Their voices seem to laugh within telling me I can't win
Throughout the day I’ll hide away, seems like everything is fine it's okay

Their voices cruel and harsh forever taunting me
They tell me to do it, pick up the blade
Drag the knife across my skin they laugh within

I can't stand this torture, this pain, this suffering
Track Name: Theta
I'll take you to a place where no one has been
Hazy thoughts filled with insanity
Behind the gates in this black dark place
That dwells inside my broken twisted state